so well... i wrote a whole long blog and it got wiped out.... so i guess it's not meant to be.... lemme summarize then........
1) New Layout
Well.... to reflect my mood... i guess... The picture is from the Sayonara scene from the anime Rurouni Kenshin or Samurai X. It's the part where STUUUUUPID Kenshin leaves Kaoru and hugs her and tell her that "thank you for giving me a life i was looking for..... Sayonara... I must return to wandering again" and fucking ABANDONS her there crying....
I never like Kenshin anime version but for this ONE SCENE, i actually rate it higher than the manga version. I didn't think this scene was as powerful and poignant in the manga as it was in the anime... and they did a really nice touch with the fireflies and the coloring in the anime.... Also, they actually animated Kaoru's tears VERY well in this scene as you see the droplets of her tears falls as Kenshin embraces her, and then when she falls to her knees as he walks away with his back turned to her and she tries to grab out but she's immobilized and all she is capable of doing is kneel down and cry............. awesome scene............ makes me wanna shoot Kenshin.
But anyways... yeah.... i thought this was a really nice pic... then i was color adjusting it and i got the version that i have on the blog now and i think it's cool cause you still see the outline of her face and especially her tear...
But i feel this way these days cause i dunno..... i feel like crying.... almost every day.... and i'm really sad most of the days when i am in my new room alone, and you know.... nothing in my life is growing.... i just feel so stagnated and i feel like crying but that's all i can do you know.... cry alone in my room but there's no one to listen.... and there's no one to save me from my tears....
So yeah.... that's why this pic too i guess... and just happened that this pic really reflects how i feel lately.... and it's a cool pic too... don't you think?
And well.... the song that's playing is called Soraai by Every Little Thing... Next to Ai no Uta, this is my favourite ELT song.......
But dun worry.... if you want the Hyde song that was on the blog before this.... WELL...... Just click on Haido's pic! (btw, the song is gonna be up only for a few weeks so grab it now cause i don't wanna kill my website's bandwidth and webspace)
Haido's Pic
everybody say now "kawaii desu nee!" =DDD
Ok... i am gonan blog more later about Paul and the Sundial (the school's paper i am writing for).... Paul cause erm... heh, well.... i saw him again at a party.... and well.... yeah... fuck my stupid weakling heart. and FUCK, why must he be sooooooooo damn cute that day!!! CRAPPPPPPPPPPPP!!! and why sundial...... well cause i've been really dissapointed with them.....
Anyways! since haido's pic is up.... Paul parts are gonna be too.... cause lemme tell u something first.... *teaser*.... when i saw him on Saturday...... damnnn part of me wants to say that he was actually cuter than Hyde.... in SOME pics.... seriously.... He was....... damn! *there goes my heartttttt*
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