ひとりの夜もそばにいようぜ　君と僕の歌を歌う

Kyoo no deeto no repooto <--- bad japanese

Anyways.......... so tonight.

Things i discovered about Frank...

1) well... he is like twice or two and half times older than i am.... or so he says and since he was a math major from CALTECH (WHAT THE HECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!), i trust his calculations.

2) He did his undergraduate studies at CALTECH, damnnnnnnnnnnnnn that really totally pushed him up my book by like 10 folds the moment he said CALTECH. He was a Math major. AND YES, because he's so "old" he WAS IN CALTECH THE TIME THAT RICHARD P. FEYNMAN WAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he's seen Richard Feynman around campus and used his textbooks and also who's that physicist? the one that coined the Big Bang theory, the guy who is handicapped wan? Well.... Frank said he used to serve lunch to that guy all the time.

3) Then the went to STANFORD for this Post Graduate studies................ danggggggggggg did Computer Science......

4) then he worked for Microsoft and helped write the programming for HYPHENS in the FIRST Microsoft PC and also worked on Word for the first Macs. 0_0

so yeah...... basically.

But what i think is very interesting about Frank is that.... well.... He's still very "young" in many ways........ If he's really just 5 years younger than my dad....... lemme say this is that, you know, my dad is a hundred folds more jaded than Frank is. It's like, if Frank is like 45-48 years old, he really DOES NOT act like that age group. Maybe it's cause he doesn't have a family, or like he's not a husband or a father you know... Because hearing him talk about life, he moves between Seattle and LA btw cause he has a house here and in Seattle, he's like my 35 year old aunt who's full of life, still thinking about doing different things, wanting to do different things... And the thing about Frank is that, he gets bored easily with things and with places. He can't stay in LA more than 3 weeks cause he gets bored. And we went to a club tonight after dinner and Santa Monica 3rd Street Promenade (sp), and he was the one who wanted to go a club.... And hearing him speak... it's like... he's a guy that wants to try new things, that is challenged to do something new, he just gets bored with old stuff. And seriously, that is totally sooooooo UNLIKE the mindset of other 45-48 year olds, you know.... and i guess that's what i appreciate about him.....

On the other hand.... my conclusion after tonight is that:

1) WE WILL ONLY JUST BE FRIENDS.
2) We will only hang out in THE VALLEY..... cause dude, did u see the traffic on the 405??? took us 1 1/2 hours to get to Santa Monica when it usually only takes 25 minutes.
3) I don't think he is romantically interested in me cause i think waht he did like about me and why he said to me "maybe we could go catch a concert together sometimes" is because he LOVESSSSSSSSSSS going for concerts... and THAT is another thing about him that i like because he is NOT afraid to do things that are maybe so called "meant" to be for the "younger" people.

So yeah........

I don't know.........

I don't know what to feel.

sometimes.... ima mada Paul ga suki desu.

I guess i'm just lonely.