Monday, November 22, 2004
feeling a lil depressed and i don't really know why.... because i know that whatever i do, it won't work? i should have called yesterday. at least i was up for it then. now i am just depressed, self conscious and chicken shit.

want to make an AKG video but uninspired....... ODDLY ENOUGH.

where's Karen.... feel like talking to her........ it's nice talking to her cause somehow, there's always something to talk abt.

i don't get american television with their homemakeover shows........ i mean geez, there are as many of these shows as there are Reality TV shows..... geez.

anyways......... mada paul ga suki desu.......... i still like paul......... and i know i said something to you all about it being just physical attraction........ but u know..... i don't really know. it'd be nice if i could talk to him cause that does make me happy, you know.

anyway, happiness is hard to come by. so.

anyway, satoshi is feeling lonely in Indiana.... i shouldn't have said to him "i'm sure you'll find yourself a girlfriend".... i should have been more sympathetic. he really seems like he wants a girlfriend.... so tht they can ask each other what they did that day, worry about someone, be responsible and look after someone....... he said he wanted that... =\
well i need to go look for the asian kung fu generation song and i hope that kinda my friend would lend me his digital video camera........ no?

anyway, here's Haido........ with Tetsu... Tetsu's really cute here too.



but apparently, unlike Haido, Tetsu is showing his age......... I mean hellz, he IS 37 for goodness sake! I think 37 or SOMEWHERE AROUND THERE.

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