Thursday, September 30, 2004


That's melissa my friend. she looks awesome. she always does. damn cute and cool the same time. she loves hello kitty hehe.

I envy her, sigh. i wish i could be so perfect. i wish i could be so self assured.


elaine says:
u know why i so carefree??

elaine says:
heart break sooooooooooooooooo much liao that i told myself SOOOOOOOOOOO many self assuring things that i've come to belive all the bullshit i told myself

- James NNR-HQ - says:
mabbe not yet right time eh...

elaine says:
haih everyone always tell me that

elaine says:
but makes me blame God even more

elaine says:
or blame life

elaine says:
like "WHY SO LIKE DAT WAN??"

elaine says:
WTF, i 22, never had a guy like me before, never had a boyfriend some ppl by 22 got 22 boyfriends liao. WHAT THE HELL sighhhhhhhhhhhh.

elaine says:
i'm really sad lah

elaine says:
i got no one

elaine says:
i am feeling lonely

elaine says:
also feeling life life not going well

elaine says:
dun have direction, don't have goals, neither long term nor short term

elaine says:
dun feel like i can reach the long term dream either

elaine says:
sigh

elaine says:
i mean i guess the reason i used to be contented with not having a "boyfriend" was cause i had plan for my future i had all these ambition

elaine says:
these days i just have neither

Sigh........ SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH.... FEEL LIKE CRAP....... SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Anyway, here's a hyde pic AGAINNNNNN... Why??? Cause i have alot of them and........

a hyde pic a day keeps the blues away.

Isn't he just amazing?! *HAIH!!!!* *sighh* *sugoii ne~....!!!*

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