i just want you to treat me nice for the next two weeks. would that be playing with your feelings? if i promise to love you for the next twoo weeks like how i would like/wish to love someone? I just have this increadible insecurity inside that i have been waiting for some one to save me and make me feel special, you know-- and i really am just looking for that someone, at least just right now, that's all....
Actually that's very selfish cause if i want to care about him, i should do it unconditionally....
i guess this is where ryota comes in? cause hell man, i did and wanted and i felt that i did take care of him unconditionally, despite how much i knew he didn't appreciate it, i still did it....
but then the question is now then.... when does "unconditional" love become blind love?
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
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