prose.
fight or flight. bite i say bite.
too light. heavy. scream storms making waves on perpetual waterfalls. having light candle forgotten night instant memory forgotten taken place somewhere in the past about a future i forgot to remember what it was. never migating truth only hiding it behind walls of silences and cryptic words i try to verbalize but fail because i cannot tell you... the truth. of the matter is this and fact is one, one. maybe two. maybe more. you know what? i don't really know. where lies end future begins tomorrow beholds yesterday unfolds into eternal clouds of sunshine in my heart gone dim too slow to recall the memory of a lost night between the breath and the rain and the smiles and pictures and thumbprints on your fogged window screen i tried to leave my mark should i die here in your hands tonight. goodbye to silent farewells never said but always felt in this dyslexic heart that can never utter the truth to the one person it long most to hold and to forget. never finding peace, beating around the bush over and over again say it elaine say it beyond what your gut feels over to your head a hand that writes but i don't understand therefore i cannot verbalize, i can only transcribe the rhythms of my heart till it is stilled, encircling, encirlcing, what i do really want to say, what i do i really mean, what do i want, what does it speak, silences, pauses, words words that doesn't mean anything that tries to say everything that i can't that i can't say in truth to you to you to you. to you who matters to me because fuck, i like you.
Sunday, March 06, 2005
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