ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
i dun want to be accepted by ryota
@KC says:
and i just dont want u wasting all the love u have and end with such an aching heart
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
i just want to know why, dats all.
@KC says:
when its not worth it
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
and not just why.... i dunno.
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
i just want to talk with him and work this out maybe
@KC says:
guys are like that
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
like i want to explain myself
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
and ask HIM to explan himself
@KC says:
they dont have explanations for everything they do..they just do it
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
fucklah
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
i want him to say that to me
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
�i don�t think we can be friends anymore, elaine�
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
that�s it
@KC says:
look if u think ryota is worth it..then if u were u...i'd go right up to him and ask him
@KC says:
coz u know what..there's nothing worse that can happen from where it is now
@KC says:
right?
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
yes
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
but u see today ar
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
i had midterms 1 minute before i saw him
@KC says:
yeah so go ahead and ask him when u see him again
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
and it was such a shocked to see him
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
dats why
@KC says:
ouh mann
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
i was like �GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE NOW ELAINE�@KC says:
trust me..i know how that feels tooooo!
@KC says:
just pray that u did think right and will pass ur paper
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
i did pass my Bible paper
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
my linguistics one is abit erm not so
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
but not cause of ryota
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
cause of didn�t studee
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
but really lah
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
i mean u know
@KC says:
ouh hehe
@KC says:
ok
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
i AM over ryota in a way
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
like i dun like him anymore
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
just miss some things sometimes
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
but usually i am ok
@KC says:
over but not totally over ya
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
no cause i just want closure u know
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
i just dun feel like this stop talking to me thing is closure
@KC says:
ok then i suggest u go ask him quick
@KC says:
so u'll have ur closure..and perhaps who knows..he'll see how stupid he's been and the two of u can remain friends
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
i dunno lah.........
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
even if he�s gonna just stand there and not give me an answer i am fine
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
but i�m scared he wil lsay something like �no reason�
@KC says:
then u wont have closure
@KC says:
if he says no reason..then u'll have to take that as closure
@KC says:
but i dont think ryota is that mean u know
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
no then i�m just gonna say �you know what? fuck that shit. i thought better of you, i guess i was just fucking wrong�
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
nolah... he IS lah
@KC says:
maybe he just doesnt know how to handle these things
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
he is the type that dun like to �express� much
@KC says:
and maybe made wrong moves and too hard headed to admit them
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
fuck it
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
i�m gonna confront him
@KC says:
yeah i totally back u up to confront him
@KC says:
maybe gently rather than all worked up
@KC says:
guys tend to cover up more when approached loudly
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
i am gonna go gently
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
if he gives me blank stare then i am just gonna say �fuck it if u can�t give me the closure i need�
@KC says:
try not to swear
@KC says:
gives him a reason to say he's right for doing the things he did
@KC says:
unless he's being an arse..then full blown cursing is recommended
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
no
ELAINE! STUPID!!!! says:
i am just gonna say fuck it if u can�t say it in my face then fuck it, you�re not worth the effort
@KC says:
ok i think u already decided what u wanna do and say..
@KC says:
so just go and do it
@KC says:
no matter what others advice u to do..u'll stick u your own decision
@KC says:
so i'll support ur actions!!
elainelmy: ok if i see ryota
elainelmy: what do me says to him?
elaine teh: hi
elaine teh: and be cool
elaine teh: most of all
elainelmy: no i am gonna confront him why he stopped talking
elaine teh: don't expect anything out of it
elainelmy: but i dunno how to phrase it
elaine teh: don't have tp
elaine teh: say hi
elainelmy: nah i want to get this over with
elaine teh: sometime confrontation gets u nowhere
elainelmy: but
elainelmy: i want closure
elainelmy: i dunno
elainelmy: if i wanted to just talk to him
elainelmy: then i shud have talked to him today
elainelmy: not run away
elaine teh: ok talk to him if u want
elaine teh: but i wouldn't really want u too
elainelmy: i guess i made a mistake today running away
elaine teh: he doesn't seem like the type to talk about things
elaine teh: or maybe he is
elaine teh: i dunno
elainelmy: sigh
elainelmy: osos dunno
elaine teh: but don't think
elaine teh: if u think more it'll get complicated
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
norika!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
i saw ryota today!!!
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
hey
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
ohhh what happened?
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
and we crossed path
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
???
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
i turned away from him
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
i pretended i didnt see him
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
he was waking towards me on the left
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
i LOOKED totally on the right
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
did he see u?
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
and i heard his footsteps
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
coming nearer
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
i put on my cellphone
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
to call a friend!!!
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
YEAH HE SAW ME!
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
maybe he felt bad....
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
he might have expected u to talk to him n stuff since u have been trying to talk to him rite?
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
n u turned away, so he might be thinking "Y?"
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
sigh i WISH it was that!
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
but i think i dunno... what if he�s thinking "ok i think she finally got the hint. ok we�re not friend anymore. she�s not gonna bug me anymore"
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
i dont think he would be that cold....
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
i kinda feel like he is a guy who doesnt like to be disliked
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
so i think it is buggin him
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
i really wish it was...
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
well
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
i dunno maybe he will email u back or something
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
n if he didnt, i think he really is a bad person and u will be better off without him
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
i doubt it.... i dunno what i want to do when i see him again... i really hope i do meet him again
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
i feel like confronting him
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
like asking him why
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
yeah...
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
maybe u can do that or u can follow ur instincts and if it was to turn away from him it is fine
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
i think
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
my friend told me i shud just act normal
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
yeah
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
i think its a good idea
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
i dunno.... he seems weird anyways
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
he might talk to u like nothing happened
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
part of me wants that... but i ask myself �what for?�...
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
yeah
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
i think i have done the same thing if i were u
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
yah?
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
yeah
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
ok if u see him again
study for kanji test elaine!!! says:
then what would u do>
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
dunno.... if he sees me and we kinda looked each other, and there was no way turning away,.... i think i will talk to him
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
and if in that situation and he still didnt talk to me.... i will kill him
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
lol
Norika: www.norikapochi.com says:
no really i mean i would just erase him from my life
My heart my heart..... what are you saying? What do you want to do? What will make you feel at peace, that's it? what?
"ryota-kun, nani ga okita no?" WHAT HAPPENED?
yosh! that's what i'm gonna say! THANK YOU AKIO!!! wuahahaha, who'd have thought i just wanted to ask what happened to that train accident today and i got to learn new good useful phrase! woo!
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
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