ひとりの夜もそばにいようぜ　君と僕の歌を歌う

[23:54] PERnant Ian: ok put it this way
[23:54] PERnant Ian: ur leaving for Japan right?
[23:54] Animatrix4: indeed
[23:54] PERnant Ian: lets say u met this girl two weeks ago at work
[23:54] PERnant Ian: and stuff
[23:54] PERnant Ian: and u've met her a few other times after that
[23:55] PERnant Ian: had some talk (but not much, but enough)
[23:55] PERnant Ian: and ur aquantances
[23:55] PERnant Ian: and maybe u were a little worried abt going to japan
[23:55] PERnant Ian: and u told her that
[23:55] PERnant Ian: k?
[23:55] Animatrix4: k
[23:55] PERnant Ian: and ok, on the day u guys are leaving
[23:55] PERnant Ian: she shows up at LAX to send u off
[23:55] PERnant Ian: without telling anyone
[23:56] PERnant Ian: not u, or like the friend who introduced the both of u
[23:56] PERnant Ian: how bad is THAT?
[23:57] PERnant Ian: meaning it was a surprise send off
[23:57] PERnant Ian: is she the fool?
[23:57] PERnant Ian: apparently, i was the fool


So i am still thinking abt him but i don't know why.

I guess i want closure, but i don't want it bad enough to dare to disturb the universe.

let sleeping dogs lie.

i just want closure u know... that's all i really want, you know, to know and to let go...

and yet i ask myself, "why do you even need closure?" "closure from what?"

what's there to close when there really wasn't much opened to begin with???

In addition to that, why disturb the world, the universe, to bother people around you, to bother HIM, just cause YOU need THAT closure when the rest of the world has already FARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR moved forward and beyond and forgotten???

You're the only one stuck elaine, and you don't even know why you're stuck, so why should u go bother someone else for something so insignificant anyway? Isn't that INCREDIBLY selfish of you to do?