Friday, June 24, 2005
Kaiwen:
whatsup

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
feeling sad lor

Kaiwen:
huh

Kaiwen:
why sad wor

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
akio lor

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
why ppl treat me this way wan?

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
all i meant was niceness

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
:(

Kaiwen:
awww

Kaiwen:
what he do

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
he didn't do anything

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
dun call me

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
dun say hi anymore

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
last time he was such a good friend...

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
these days it's like he dun even treat me that way anymore :(

Kaiwen:
awwwww

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
i feel so sad :((

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
so dumped and used and betrayed

Kaiwen:
ah

Kaiwen:
no lahh

Kaiwen:
dont feel bad

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
no seriously

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
i mean... am i not his friend? i mean... he wants to see all his friend before he leaves for Japan

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
so what is this? am i not a friend? it's like, i feel so... left aside u know

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
just cause i have not known him long enough, etc

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
it's like... i'm not important enough or not as important as all the rest of his friends...

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
well i guess i am not.

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
that's all.

Kaiwen:
nolah

Kaiwen:
maybe he hasnt call u yet leh

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
he's leaving next week (i think) or who knows, this weekend

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
it's like i feel that lah... i mean i know i am no one special to him, but he's always treated me nice, u know, a good friend...

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
yet now, i feel like i truly know where i stand with him lah

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
and it's just heartbreaking... that's all.

Kaiwen :
maybe hes saving the best for last

Kaiwen:
hes leaving for good?

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
yeah! leaving for good u know

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
fuck the saving the best for last

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
it's totally NOT like that

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
i mean, sure, it might be cause i like him and i care for him... but u know... i just feel very hurt by the fact to know how much he thinks i am a friend...

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
for the past 4 weeks he's been going out with his "friends" and can't meet me..

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
what the fuck does that suppose to mean about ME u know..

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
fucking heartbreaking lah...

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
actually it's just fucking dissapointing and extremely hurting.

Kaiwen:
haihs

Kaiwen:
nobody said life was fair

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
i know

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
but dats not a fucking solution

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
it's just fucking hurting.

Kaiwen:
haihs

Kaiwen:
what to do la right

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
i want to hate him sooooooooooooooooooooo bad but i can't

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
i would help sooooooooooooo much if i just fucking said to him "fuck u, fuck off"

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
"fuck u, fuck off, fucker"... more like it

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
but i just can't

elaine... you can't go forcing something if it's just not right:
fucking hurting.

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