screw love, let's just fuck!!!
not that i want to have sex but i am saying, isn't sex much nicer, quicker, less complicated???? (unless u mix love with it). I mean what happened to sex friends? fuck buddies??? do they not exist?? i know they do, i had friends who had them... so why the hell????
odd, i don't want a boyfriend, i want a fuck buddy. I mean, there's way less mess to it, i guess, and the equal amount of fun.
i mean why can't i have a "friend" i can both fuck and have lunch with, or both at the same time? I think that'd be much nicer...
i guess i have been disillusioned by all these expectations of something lovely doey shit, u know what i mean? It's just too fucking hard to get that crap. And while it probably is nice, it's hard, u know... I guess i'm just too heartbroken by all these and i am just disillusioned and i just want something... easier... yet, happy, you know...
anddddddddddddd i am fucking stressed out and HATE MYSELF for deliberately failing this stupid class and i am soooooooooo fucking frustrated with myself... I just feel like experincing sex and u know, just have fun for that one night, and just, forget shit u know, forget all the responsibilities, all the fuck ups, all the longing and yearning and wanting and all the confusion and just FUCK!
but it's just also frustrating that there are guys who don't want a fuck buddy, they want a girlfriend... WHAT THE FUCK?!
Saturday, May 21, 2005
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