Just think of this and me
as just a few of the many things
to lie around
to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...
And I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
'Cause I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Now I could make this obvious,
and you, you could deny me
all in one breath
you could shrug me off
your shoulders...
And I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
'Cause I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
And I don't think that you know
I said I don't think you know
I said I don't think you know what your missing
Hey, lush, have fun
It's the weekend
Hey, lush, have fun
Just forget me
it's that simple
Just forget me
it's that simple
I want to tell akio how i feel... hahahah. if i know what i feel to begin with but i don't want to fuck things up but i wanna get over him so i have to do something with this shit feeling. i am angry right now so it's no good.
I have never had a doubt
But for you I�ll take time out
I�ll push his love far away from me
And then I�ll be completely free
I�ll give up my security
For just the possibility
That we could be together
For a while
If you said jump! I�d say how high?
If you said run! I�d run and fly
Just for the chance
Just for the moment
Should the moment pass us by
And if you ask once I�ll tell you twice
I�ll ignore the world�s advice
If we could be together
For a while
I am taken by your strength
I�ve thought about it at great length
I thought that I was happy now
But there are things that I found out
Happiness means greater things
I�ll sit here �til that telephone rings
Then we could be together
For a while
Chorus
Wait�ll I tell my guy (wait�ll I tell)
Wait�ll I tell my other friends
They�ll all think I�m crazy-
And ya know what?
That depends...
�cause I�m crazy in love
With you
And everyone�s best won�t do
They�ll say my hopes
Will not come true
But I�m taking the chance
Because you only live once-
Only live once (only live once)
And...
If you said jump! I�d say how high?
If you said run! you know I�d fly
Just for the chance
Just for the moment
Should the moment pass us by
And if you ask once I�ll tell you twice
I�ll ignore the world�s advice
If we could be together
For a while
There are no guarantees
But if it means
There�s even a possibility
Then I�ll give up whatever it takes
I know I�ve made some mistakes before
It may be just another closed door
But we could be together
For a while
If you said jump! I�d say how high?
If you said run! I�d run and fly
Just for the chance
Just for the moment
Should the moment pass us by
Ask me once I�ll tell you twice,
You know I�ll ignore the world�s advice
If we could be together
For a while
ha. right.
Fuck... have an inability to stay angry with Akio... It's bad... fuck. Everytime i want to make him fucking regret for hurting me, i think about the problems he's having with his girlfriend and how he tells me i make him feel better... fuck, and i lose the inability to make him feel like fuck because he doesn't deserve that treatment from anyone...
I know like, i don't know, i think he just doesn't... he's not like Ryota u know... like when Ryota is mean, he does it deliberately... For akio i know for sure he doesn't do it deliberately... and when i DO get hurt by his actions it's always cause he doesn't know taht i am being hurt by it u know... i am very sure that if i told him that it's hurting me, he'll say sorry and probably try not to hurt me again, u know..
but fuck, it still hurts like fuck, that's all...
Monday, May 16, 2005
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