ひとりの夜もそばにいようぜ　君と僕の歌を歌う

elaine is happy ^^ <--- rare.

akio called... hehehehehehehehehehe.... well it's cause i sent him an email telling him i wish i could talk to him... and i asked how his day was and if he had fun with his friends....

So he called... hehehe...

And well... he sounded happy!!! so i am also happy!! i really really really really like happy Akio! there's just a ring to his voice that just makes you smile also u know, when u see him smile... and that's why i like happy akio... cause not enough people smile in this world and Akio smiles alot... it's just sad when he stops smiling...

Anyways... so i asked if he had fun today and he said he did. THen i said good. And then he explained that yesterday he felt sad because something happened with his girlfriend... SO THAT DOES EXPLAIN ALOT. See, i told you akio won't let his friends down without a VERY VALID reason, and i knew he wouldn't miss Ami's concert if it wasn't something big.... ANd it was something big...

Anyway but i asked him "but are you feeling better today?" and he said "yeah. i had a good time today" then i said "good good"... then he explained again that he was sad that's why he didn't go for ami's concert yesterday because of his girlfriend....

Then i said "i'm sorry to hear that... i hope you're feeling better today"

THEN HE SAID

"yeah... but your message (the email i sent him, see previous post to read it) made me happy."

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.!!!

success!!!!!

FINALLY i am able to make akio HAPPY with something!!!

gosh i am so always absolutely demanding on him and no matter how much i wanna be there for him and try to make him feel better i ALWAYS FAIL!!!!!

cause:
1) i end up being REALLY demanding on him instead.
2) his feelings for his girlfriend are so intense! i just feel that i am absolutely useless in trying to make him feel better through such intense and affecting emotions, you know what i mean? After all i am just a friend, non japanese, and new to him... i absolutely do NOT know and have no first clues on how i could make him feel better... and i dun think i can being so damn insignificant u know what i mean?!!!!

but at least i managed to yesterday and i am happy abt that! That i could be of help and actually make him feel better... cause Happy Akio is really cute and wonderful and i love the happy Akio cause it's awesome when he's feeling happy you know... and i wish him the happiness of the world.... i hope happiness will always be in his heart and a smile on his face despite... =)))

SMILE AKIO!!!!

me wonders what is smile in japanese.... hm!