ひとりの夜もそばにいようぜ　君と僕の歌を歌う

i don't like romaji.

sure chigatta sono gosa ni kitte hatte
mushou ni tatakiwatta sono wake wo tsune zune sagashiteru

zurete shimatta sono asa ni hisshi ni natte
mushou ni hiki chigitta shunkan wo kuyande naiteru dake

kokoro ni hibikanu kotoba
boku dake mou imi wo ushinau dake

kowashite yo

uru haru, mebukanu mama ni
sekai to tsunagu no wo yoshite shimau
fusagaru tedate
yureru hari susumanu mama ni
dare ka hirou no wo, soshite tsunagu no wo matte n da

kokoro ni hibikanu kotoba
boku dame mou imi wo ushinau dake

hibiki kedo todokanu kotoba
kimi datte mou boku wo wasureru dake

kowashite yo
omoi dashite yo
kabe kowashite yo
omoi dashite yo

Hey, sorry for not replying to you. I'm seeing my professor at 5:30 or
6pm
tomorrow to ask the mid term essay in RS. I have a test in computer
class
on thursday. As you know, I got a C- on the mid term test in the
computer
class so I really gotta prepare for the test. I'm sorry but I need to
take
care of myself. I don't have the time to teach or speak Japanese with
you
this week.


so it's like. whatever you know. whatever. i gave eiji the songs yesterday, that reminds me of him... actually it's only Mayonaka to Mahiru no Yume that reminds me of him but i put in Juliana Theory's erm... The Closest Thing also, cause that's what i wish.. but, anyways i did it cause i had to do it because i can't back down on something, you know waht i mean? even if it doesn't mean anything anymore.
And i have that letter to give to Ryota and i do still want to give it BEFORE i leave... and i guess i'll just have to find a way to get it to him i guess...
and i guess... i do shit like that because i need closure, and i am not one who's comfortable with longing all the time, and God, if for this once, i just want to do it cause i want to get this feeling over with...

fuck you (you do know that it's not you) and fuck it all.