Friday, June 18, 2004
you think this time that i'd be
blaming myself for this one
i've changed my mind
i can carry on

i'd trade the truth for some lies sometimes
i feel better not knowing whats going on
no one else cares enough
so i will
be careful for all of us

how was i supposed to know
how was i supposed to know

this was the strange one
this was the strange one

take what you want because
take what you want because
take what you want because

you think this time that i'd be
blaming myself for this one
i've changed my mind
i can carry on

i hope you're right keith... come back to ca soon, i miss you and i miss you all. you're awesome dudes. kind and nice or at least the times i had with the four of u were cool. wish sometimes u didn't have to be the band, but who am i kidding. i would never trade your songs for anything. please come back to ca often ok? u've got lots of peeps over here who loves u. u wont just have a crowd of 12 here. i don't think you do anywhere. because you're as beautiful now as u were back then and from what i see, u'll always be. i remember now that u checked u out the same time i did with wakefield. but i loved your songs more and now although wakefield got big and lots of teeny bopers like then, for me in my book, you will always be kicking their ass because i know you keith, i don't really know you but i know you that much to know that u will never sell out- cause if you're not doing this from your heart you won't be doing this at all. and i'll always love u for that. maybe that's what makes your music always so beautiful. i pray u won't sell out like the rest of them because i will personally go kick your ass. but i know u wont because u haven't in the past 9 years, and u have all the right friends who are already signed to major labels and connection to these labels and even had offers that u had turned down... so i know u won't and i love u that way, the music from your heart that captured mine nd i believe that has the capacity and sincerity to caputure so many others out there who has yet to grasps your beauty.
i cant wait till your cd comes out. then maybe you will get the fame u deserve and i guess at that time it will be bye bye then.
i love u days away, come back soon. and i'll see u on the 28th ok. i'll be there in your mosh pit. and i know i'll never be able to forever stand to the right of u and whisper in your ear 'i'm gonna be with you forever'. but for now i swear keith, that when i can, i will always be there for u in your mosh pit- for as long as life permits.

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