ひとりの夜もそばにいようぜ　君と僕の歌を歌う

i guess i do chat with nigel only once a week... i guess it's also cause it's sad but true that the only time i get to msg him is when i'm at work or on weekends.

neways, hehe, all the small things... On friday i chat with him at work (my boss also knew! hehe) and we were talking about dinosaurs and erm, something else, i can't remember at the mo. neways, he want to go get dinner at KFC, so he said he was going there to get dinner. then i said to him "k. come back." and he said "k"...

Then of coz, i was online neways but he never came back Then before i left the office i msged him again "wuts dis!! said u'd come back and u didn't!!" then i added next line "neways, take care ks =)".... I was abit worried coz... u know, i'm nobody to nigel, so it's abit shitty to demand from him rite?? and scold him, hehe... So i was worried he'd feel offended instead (dats also why i put the smiley face there, to show i wasn't serious in scolding him"...

NEWAYS... so saturday, i woke up late (usually i wake up at 10am, which is his 3pm so he's usually around to chat for maybe an hour)so then, he wasn't online but even then he wasn't online d whole day =( I thought at least he'd come online, like he did on Thursday nite when he was offline the whole day but at 2:30am he still logged on for abit =) MAKES ME HAPPY TO SEE HIM ONLINE YO!

NEWAYS... then today i went out with elaine teh the whole day and so although Nigel was online, i didn't chat with him...

NEWAYS... then when i got home i had 22 mails in my hotmail mailbox, and i was thinking again "ahhh all junkmail"...

dennnnnnnnnnnnn

when i checked d mail i saw:

NIGEL KOAY on d list

but i thought "ahh old mail most probably"

THEN i saw new subject! and d mail was not opened yet!!

SUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPER HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Neways damn i was so damn happy larrrrrr. STILL IS happy actually!! hehehe... i mean he actually emailed me first, summore he said sorry and explained abt what had happened on Friday....

sighhhhhh

just coz of such a small thing huh, and i have suchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh big reaction to it. Just 1kb email, just two lines. summore so formal, but yet............. goshhhhhhh!!!! to me as if it was some sort of love letter pulak!!!!

sigh... but nigel makes me happy lor... hehe... I dunno but, i guess, maybe i am so super happy all d time with all these little stuff is coz, u know, most of d guys i like, after i like them awhile and i do some stuff towards them they get scared and start treating me like crap (or avoid me).

But nigel seems to be either oblivious to all my advances or he knows ler but u know, he still treats me nice and is still a very considerate boy.. yeah, considerate and proper towards ppl, that's the word to describe nigel... And i guess, u know, d reason why he always apologizes if like he has been less than responsive towards me or if like the friday thing, is cos u know, he is a very well mannered person..

THAT'S WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY i wish i could ask Desmond "hey is Nigel like this and dis and that towards everyone????????" hehehe... i really wish to know, but i do know that he probably does treat everyone really well...

he IS a nice boy after all :)


Neways, yeah i forgot, i chat with Nigel 2 1/2 times this week. It's sad but true most of our "nicest" conversations were all at work *sigh*