ひとりの夜もそばにいようぜ　君と僕の歌を歌う

But ended up talking with sensei for half the lesson haha. And we didn’t do much except accenting.

I can’t help but feel like I disappointed him with “play whatever you want”. Bleh.

I don’t like to disappoint him. Because I do respect him.

But I also don’t trust him when he praises me too much.

I think he’s just being nice.

But I don’t like disappointing him.

I’m also weak at accenting.

I still can’t grasp the fundamental of drumming: 4-8-16.

It’s like I get so confused. 

And it’s true that the only way I can play is by sound.

That I can’t understand a pattern unless I grasp the melody of the pattern.

That’s bad isn’t it???????

Sensei says it’s ok, but I don’t think it is.

Ah.

Oh well :(