ひとりの夜もそばにいようぜ　君と僕の歌を歌う

Is determination to live better out of a negative emotion necessarily a good thing? I don't quite think so.

I find myself wanting to believe that I want to make my life better. Go out more. Do more stuff. See more things.

But it's only because I want him to regret letting me go.

Because I want him to see I am happy, though I am pretending, without him and I have moved on, even though I think about him every other moment.


I find myself wanting so much to change myself and to run away and make a different life from the one I previously had...

But it's spurred by a very negative feeling.


Is that necessarily good? Even though I want to change but it's for all the wrong reasons that I do...


新しい世界へ羽ばたく時間だよ。