ひとりの夜もそばにいようぜ　君と僕の歌を歌う

i keep having this song, The Gin War, play in my head... and the image that it keeps inspiring is just me sitting in Robbie's car and we're driving through the Arizona desert with the sunset blazing across the goldening landscape. and it's just us and silence and music playing on the radio and the sound of wind through the rolled down window.

in many ways... i don't think i'll EVER find someone like robbie is in my life. It's not just a friend you share the same love for music with, or the someone who loves doing what you love too... I have friends like that like Michelle or Luis or the whole California concert crew. but somehow, somehow, i just feel that robbie's a little different from that--

i suppose, he'll be the only one whom i can communicate solely through random lyrics, and he'd know exactly what i mean and exactly which song, which band, i stole the lines from. If i were to write a book or a story and made allusions and obscure references to songs, i think and i believe that he'd be the only one who'd be able to catch and understand those allusions and know exactly where the reference came from. and you know, to me in my heart... that's really special. that finally, someone actually understands those stupid lil reference and allusions i make!

you're just one and only, robbie... i suppose i doubt i'll ever find someone else like you who'd be like you in my life :)

here's to hoping maybe we could drive through those parched Arizona landscapes listening to Gin War come October or whenever life will allow us that chance.... That'd be really nice, don't you think? :)


p.s..... there were NO songs illusions in this post ;) at least not consciously!