forgive and forget.
nice.
fuck that.
want you to fall down a flight of stairs,
break bones,
die
or something like that.
and you make me regret,
regret that
you were my one regret.
die like you killed me now-
suffocate you,
in your own misery.
(i wish you'd die, i wish you'd die, i wish you'd die)
if i could rip your heart out-
burn you from inside out-
cut you up-
like you make me feel right now.
die.
i just want you to die.
to burn and scorch to death,
like the feelings i gave to you
that you threw away and spit upon
like trash.
i hate you now
as much i love you then.
you hurt me now
as much as you charmed me then.
(i hate you now, i hate you now, i hate you now.)
i hate you now.
and this hate i won't
regret.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
for nigel
